Was It Frustrating?

I can't decide if today was actually frustrating or not. I have good reason for not being sure. I awoke at 5am today. Not of my own volition, no, because my body decided it wanted to be up. My mind disagreed but common sense won out. I attempted to get back to sleep by doing what I always do, turn a podcast on as white noise to drift away with. Well nothing would play. I realized I had no internet connection. My WiFi was failing me. I thought it was the device but no, it was not. I tried multiple devices and nothing would work. I began to panic. I thought I was going to get the list from my American colleagues today. The list I've awaited for six weeks. Patiently I sat and waited while they made excuses and delayed. Then the day is here that I was supposed to get it and my internet fails on me? I knew there would be no more slumber for me at this point. I got up in a huff and lumbered downstairs. I monkeyed with the modem for a bit and that didn't seem to make it work. I tried it again and went so far as to start turning off devices that were trying to feed off the WiFi. I wanted it to be at peace for a moment to collect itself and be ready to come back on. This was also futile. So I tried the cable since they are essentially the same cord. It worked just fine. So I started watching a show in hopes that I would doze off. But alas I couldn't. But just as I was giving up, the WiFi, it came back! So I lost sleep over nothing.

I started work early as a corollary to being awake so early. It started off bad and went to worse. The whole day was a string of negative revelations. I never got my list. I found out there were numerous problems with other things. No one seemed to like what I had to say. It was just a circle of negativity which in turn bred more negativity. I was getting more and more upset so I took a few minutes and listened to Dido songs. That slowed me up. I lasted until almost noon then went and cooked up a big lunch and dinner for myself. This further released my frustration. I was in better spirits when I was about to head back to the office. But before I could ascend the stairs there was a knock at the door. My game I ordered had arrived four days premature. Farming Simulator 2015. I ordered it on impulse last week. Very excitedly I ran upstairs. Only to find out that my computer can't run it as is. I will have to get the blue beast repaired to indulge in my impulse purchase. Jacky Jonks is excited to help me sort it all out. We are both very excited for this. My pseudo nerd is overjoyed. So as the day went on more mundane or negative information flowed back and my state of mind again deteriorated. I wonder if I had slept until seven as planned if everything would have seemed so poor or if a better frame of mind would have coloured my reality a little more rose coloured. I guess I will never know. I'll just go to bed early and see if tomorrow sucks any less.