Where is the tired?

So the day after the foolish late night needs and deserves to be recapped next. The last update was about the previous day so I suppose I have to play catch up on the posts. So I made some life mistakes a little bit recently. If you're expecting this to be me seeing the error of my ways you're going to be fully disappointed. I think I made it worse! I did make a change and decide to hold off on anymore farm game for the short term. It is a dangerous vice that I'm obviously not capable of controlling. Like an alcoholic who thinks he can go to a bar and just have one or two drinks. Slipper slope! [Ha! I didn't catch that mistake right away and decided to leave it in there. Visualizing a slope completely covered in slippers is pretty amusing. I'm picturing all different types, the ones with the full back, the little pink ones your nana wears, the cheap white ones that resorts give you, big fluffy ones for when you are sick. It's much better than the actual term, slippery slope. For that one I conjure two images, one of a light brown mud covered, once grassy slope that not matter how hard you try you can't climb up. You just end up getting covered in the light brown, almost beige mud. That would be kind of fun to try, wait, no tangent within a tangent. The other would be the same grassy hill but covered in a thin, clear layer of ice. Like everything that was recently coated in our ice storm, but the hill. It would have to be pretty thick but still clear. It should also have a thin layer of rain water on it, just to make it even more slippery. But yeah, prefer the slipper slope, probably able to climb that one, and it would be more comfy if you fell.] So I decided that I needed to abstain, at least for one day. I have other facets of my life that need attention. I'll get to that later. So the day went on as planned. I got work done, I did a little ab workout again. Things were moving nicely. I tried to go see a cooperator in the southern reaches of my territory but he cancelled the visit as I was on my way. I wasn't supposed to leave yet but rolled the dice. Making matters worse was we spoke on the phone just as I passed an exit to turn around. So I ended up going for a nice spring drive, for not real reason. I salvaged the trip with a stop at the LCBO to buy my rum and some beers. I hammered away at work until after five this night to make up for the lost hour of that trip. This is where things get dangerous. For the last half hour of work I lit up a nice cigar, the one I mentioned in the previous post. Not a super great decision you're thinking but that isn't the worst he's done. Next I ordered a pizza. Yes, the same kind that caused me so much woe a month ago. This time I chose some healthier topping but otherwise the same fool pizza. I ate most of it. I then started watching season four of House of Cards. This is a show that I don't go slow on. I binge it. I was able to stop myself after four this night but when I looked up the pizza was all gone. I'm not sure where it went. I mean, I'm pretty sure I know but it was a large and it was only a four hour window. So the mistakes keep piling up. At least I'm smart enough to realize them and feel somewhat shameful for them, not like years past when I just went for it, all the time! And in conclusion, and to tie in the title, I wasn't tired at all, at any point of the day. This concerns me mildly. I'm thinking today is going to be the one where everything is a struggle. Fingers crossed it won't be! [Fingers Crossed would be a great band name, wonder if it is or not?]