Anxious Hump

Day started at seven. I climbed from the depths of the basement to greet my family. Big T was at the stove and was kind enough to make me two fried eggs with some bacon. I rammed that in an english muffin and called that breakfast. With a convenience like that I was able to get to the helm before eight. I had a meeting that started at quarter to ten but before that I was busy with lots of little odd jobs. I decided to share some useful bonus information with some customers to use, I scheduled some meetings for September. The morning really zipped by, aided by the day long meeting that I mentioned. Lunch consisted of some leftover pasta that I shared with Mother and a pogo that STL Sister provided. Sudbury Sister was busy packing up, she had to go home today, via my parents. STL sister and BIL left around noon to go see a friend for the afternoon. Parents and Sudbury Sister left before three so last sessions of day long meeting were taken from the front patio.

After work ended I shot a rack to make a new video. Then I showered, changed and got ready to leave to go and stopped. I don’t know what happened but I think I started to get anxious thinking about seeing so many people at once. I rationalized that I could skip the dinner and show up after. I wasn’t invited but was told to crash it. As time went on I started feeling more and more in the grip of it. I came to the realization around six that I wouldn’t be able to go. I fed the dogs and essentially went to bed at seven. My parents got back at eight and I refused to talk about it or get up. They weren’t impressed with me. I watched YouTube until eleven and fell asleep. I did also text the Italian girl for the first time in a year, it is her birthday after all..