No time or no content?

Over the last year or so I have really struggled to keep you up to date on my happenings. I think I’ve started to become boring or something. I thought for the longest time that it was because I simply didn’t have time to sit and jot down some thoughts then I got an app on my phone that allows me to post from anywhere and I still wasn’t putting up content on a regular basis. This led me to wonder if maybe I’d lost my voice. Or if I’d exhausted what I wanted to say. But I’m not convinced that is true either. I talk most days about a lot of stuff. I can cover a vast array of topics. I am also learning everyday and could share my learnings here as well, and yet, I have not. I’m vexed as to what is causing my lack of focus, my lack of discipline. I’m starting to wonder if the same underlying issue is what keeps me from exercising. I enjoy it when it happens, I feel much better once I’ve done it, but I acutely lack the motivation to take the plunge for the most part. I’ve very adept at stringing together a few days of success and starting a small amount of momentum but I’m horrible at maintaining it and also at getting it started again. The smallest hint of an excuse can severely derail my efforts. I know enough now that I’m not going to make it happen without some kind of structure, some kind of routine. I’m now the master of my own destiny in my new job and I’m hoping that this is an area that I can do some improvement in. I guess you’ll have to hang on to your butts and see what I come up with. Happy Canada Day anyways.