A Tale of Two Saturdays

My weekend started out strong. Very strong. I hammered down early then things got weird. Let me explain. I went to work at 6:30 am, like any idiot would on a hot, sweaty Saturday. I sprayed the bottles for the trials like I had planned then I started doing some touch-up spraying. I figured I'd do 3-5 tanks and then maybe hook on the big sprayer and go do a frivolous over-spray just to make things pretty in a corn block. I got into the second tank and realized it was not going to happen. I was tired and exhausted. The 90% humidity and "feels like 34" cut me down quick. I was sweaty and pissed off. I talked myself into doing that third tank but lost the next battle of wills. Partly because it can easily wait and partly because why am I killing myself on a Saturday for no reason or money. So I went back and cleaned up everything I had used and entered my data into the computer and made my way home. My ambition was still riding high when I got home. I visualized doing this and that but then I showered and laid in my bed and that was the end of that. I ordered pizza and settled on the couch. The pizza acted as an intoxicant and basically shut down my will to live. I just perched like a giant beast on the edge of the couch and watched golf and baseball and eventually I found myself drifting towards a nap. I got pretty into Fargo season 3 and ripped through it but mostly flipped from one garbage station to another. By the time darkness crept in I realized that I should cancel my cable, my crutch. If I feel the same at the end of the month I'm going to price out the difference and make the call. Worst case I could always pay for my own Netflix (aka find someone else willing to let me vegetate on their's). So that was my day. Worked hard and grinded away for the morning only to lose heart and change gears to a lifeless sack for the latter half of the day. It has yet to be seen what will transpire today, I've already talked myself out of groceries with my short week coming up. So far it has been podcasts while doing calisthenics casually. And laundry, Sunday is laundry day.